Saturday, 26 September 2009

Lock 'n' Load

Yesterday I arrived in Leipzig, hitch hiking of course. It was a good experience; I'm starting to get the hang of it. Soon I'll be able to call myself the hitch master! It was quite funny that when I was just dropped off at a gas station near Hannover, I went to the toilet, and when I came out I the first guy I talked to had the perfect ride ready for me. His name was Krishna and he was together with his friend Sudarshan. I mean, it really can't get any more obviously 'meant-to-be' than this.

There was an important lesson to be learned this time though. In total I have hitched 4 times now, as in 4 journeys. Every time I went on a journey I ended up not making it before midnight which left me staying over at some random gas station. This was never a nice experience, I mean they don't have beds for hitch hikers who are stuck! Then the next day I would not be looking forward to a second night out in the open, so I would tell myself that I wanted to be at my destination at this or that time. And magically, every time it happened like that; I would be there exactly on the time that I had in mind, or even earlier!

It is one of the secrets of success; having a goal in mind. But it needs to be defined properly. Saying to yourself that you want to become rich is not gonna work. You tell yourself that you want your first million by the end of the year; that is a goal. You need to be specific, and don't be afraid to have a goal in mind that might seem quite a challenge to achieve. If you know exactly what you want, then the universe will be able to start working for you. Imagine you don't know what you want, how on earth is anyone gonna be able to help you?

In a way, we're all surrounded by our personal magnetical fields. Those fields are created by our conscienceness. When we change our attitude, we change our fields, and we'll begin to attract that what we're looking for. It might be hard to swallow for some people, but you just have to realize that you don't really know anything anyway, so you might as well believe it. Easy and simple isn't it?

Lock 'n' load; I'm the soldier of my life, I shoot on sight and there aint no problem that's gonna survive! I'm gonna watch full metal jacket tonight; I love war movies! Gimme that 60's music with helicopter blades cutting the wind on the background, machine guns ready to blaze, and the privates talking shit about each other's moms. Glad I didn't choose this profession to be honest; I don't wanna fight for crooks. But after the apocalypse I'll be the first guy to create his own army! Better beware, cause I don't take prisoners!

Saturday, 19 September 2009

Maybach

You ever heard of Maybach? I hadn't, until a few days ago. Maybach is a pimp ride that is quite popular in the small superficial world of hip hop. No criticism, I mean; who wouldn't want a Maybach? Sure it won't make you happy, but nonetheless I would rather have one than not have one! And for sure I would enjoy! Money doesn't make you happy, those kind of things are determined by our state of mind. However, money is a means to make your life in the physical world a lot easier and enjoyable! Multi millionaire rapster niggaz grew up without a dime and are now having so much fun. Living the good life so they say.

We all want to be able to go on holidays, and provide a good enviroment for our families and beloved ones. Money can be used to do good and bad, but Benjamin don't give a fuck who takes him or who spends him; he just wants to see as many wallets as possible. And we wanna see the world, so go on and travel; do yourself and your money a favor!

Even though I'm still on YWC for half a year, I'm starting to think of what I want to do. Thing is, things change all the time, so what's the point? There is and there isn't. I don't know how a flower is going to blossom, but I do know that when I take care of it properly it will blossom nicely some day. The tallest trees have the deepest roots, outcomes of chess can be determined in the first turns, and even the shiniest Maybach ain't gonna go far without a decent chassis.

It all starts at the base. Build a proper fundament and you can turn it into anything later on; a good basis supports everything. That's why it's useless in one way to think about the future, cause you don't know what's gonna happen anyway. But you need a drive, a goal, in order to get results. I feel for those people who study for something and actually think they're gonna do that job for the rest of their lives; talk about suicide. Why go to school when you don't even know yourself? It's the problem of our system of education; we don't learn to know ourselves, and at the same time we force kids to make up their minds regarding their future for over 10 years in advance. Sounds crazy? Hey I didn't make this up, I just don't take the world for granted.

Enough with the criticism, I don't care what you do either way. But when you see uneducated guys driving Maybachs, and graduates stressing for their 9 to 5 job... chew on that. Follow your heart, and grow those roots.

I'm in Holland, it's been so good to see my friends again! I'm gonna leave for Germany again soon though. Got a new phone, same digits, and a laptop so I can write more of this shit down while on the road. Tomorrow I'm gonna buy fruits to make a nice juice. I like juices.

I've been calling so many people lately for this yes+ follow up and winterbreak; I'm completely done calling now for a while. Really reminds me of those times at the call centre; I left after a month, so sick of it I didn't even bother to resignate. Those kind of jobs are typhical jobs. Give me a career, fuck the jobs. I'll make my own, cause I wanna pay myself; I'll stand in front of the mirror and give me my cut. I'll even make a picture so I can prove it! This is for me, that is for me, and the rest is for me too. I'm not greedy; I love to give, but I can't give what I don't have now can I? I want it all so I can give it all.

I want a Maybach so I can drive my hot ass around, see my girl, and pick up any hitchers on the way; worth more than the fucking car! And the Maybach dealer can pay his whore with my money, so she can feed her kid; that's why I want a Maybach.

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

Yes++ Winterbreak

I've been back now at Bad Antogast for a few days, busy now writing a report about the whole 6 month experience so far. The goal is to write a detailed report together which should contain 108 pages. My job is to write a letter of inspiration for the next generation of YWC, and to write about my experience of doing TTC 1 and 2.

Also, I've been assigned coordinator for Holland to organize the winterbreak there. The winterbreak is like a big Yes+ course that goes much deeper into the knowledge and the practice. It also involves some days in silence to get a deeper experience of the Self. Also it is a great way to spend your winter holidays by going to a warm, exotic country like India where you will meet hundreds of young people from all around the world! It is the best possible way to go on holiday; not just traveling but also experiencing something amazing at the same time, and sharing it with so many people! Also you should come with an empty suitcase because in India you can get any clothing you want for practically no money.

The only thing is, that you must have done a Yes+ course before you can sign up, because the seminar will build on to the point where we left off at the end of Yes+. This should not be a reason to lose your enthousiasm though, cause there will be a Yes+ in october! Also, I will most likely visit the Netherlands once again to organize a Yes+ and a follow up course for everyone who has done a Yes+ in the past.

The winterbreak is a now or never thing; the sooner you sign up, the cheaper flight tickets will be! So don't postphone the good things in life, but do them now; right now!

So I'll be back in Holland within a few weeks, unless plans change, which is not an extraordinary happening in the Art of Living. Anyway, I'll be looking forward to seeing everyone again! Let's hang out and compare dick sizes. See you soon!


PS. Please everyone send me an email with your phone number(s); as you know I've lost my phone together with all my numbers, so I need to build up my contact list again. Cheers!