The most childish games are those which we play with each other. Like it's too hard to stick out your neck and reveal yourself. I'm not talking video games, but mind games. I always disliked this kind of behaviour. I only play with people's minds when I'm playing poker. But in real life this doesn't have to be part of the game. People are just too afraid to show themselves, like the world is going to end.
Let go of this fake identification; it's all just fear, and all fear is fake. There's only love. Whatever you bring with you, is only in your mind. It's mind luggage, weighing lots but adding nothing. If Ryan Air charged you for mind luggage, would you take any? So why do we carry it around, because we wrong ourselves with it. Every ounce is one step further from bliss.
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Friday, 19 March 2010
Encore
Yesterday I left Zagreb, after 3 weeks. It was a smooth ride back to Bad Antogast, where I'm staying now. Although I'm already looking for a ticket back home; I wasn't really looking forward to cleaning more dishes. Reason why I came here is to see my friend Felix who joined YWC 2010, make a song with Rodion, and to see the final edit of the Source which I've been working on. Rodion, to my disappointment, just left BA a few days ago however, and will only be back in like 2 weeks. So I guess this song will have to be some other time then.
Tonight hopefully I'll get to meet the YWC group. As expected Katya doesn't want me to go and interfere with their training. Not to my surprise, because I figured AoL is nothing different than any other - commercial or charitable - organization. Basically they want you to fit into a certain pattern, and if you don't do that you're not considered valuable. To be with the organization your whole personality should be about the organization. Needless to say, that's not my cup of tea.
So I hope I'll see the gang tonight, cause I'm quite curious. But I'm not gonna stay here any longer than necessary. I think when I get home I'm gonna take a break from AoL for a while. I like the work but I don't like the organization. The work is the only reason why I did it anyway. I would like to keep teaching though, but I think I'm gonna start creating my own thing. I'll first get some more experience, more knowledge, assist some more AoL courses and the like.
I've been thinking about a way to make money for myself, without having some stupid people telling me what to do, and getting paid in cash. Setting up my own workshops would be an ideal solution. It will give me the opportunity to develop my skills the way I want to, do work I really like to do, and make a good living out of it. I can start by charging little, getting popularity that way, and then raise prices slightly. I definitely want to work with young people, so it'll be something similar to Yes+.
Anyway, it's something for in the future, because I really want to be able to offer something incredible to my participants. It's not like I'm doing it for the money, but I do need to get paid one way or another. Like, if I didn't have to make any money, I would still want to do something like this. At least it will be without the guru, instead, I will make guru's out of them! Just to say, real empowerment lies in believing in yourelf, not some guru. I don't mean any disrespect towards dear Sri Sri; I think he's a really nice and amazing guy. It's just that people get so caught up with this whole guru thing they completely lose perspective of their own capabilities. Like if he would die tomorrow, how many people would feel utterly hopeless and powerless?
I don't believe that this is something he would want to happen. I don't believe that he wants people to surrender their powers to him, but people do just do it themselves. This is what the government does to people by creating a so called Problem-Reaction-Solution construct. They create a problem, let the people panic (a reaction is not the same as a response, but a programmed behaviour), then provide a solution, which the people will gladly embrace. Patriot Act anyone?
Anyway, my YWC encore ends here. In June I will go to Dresden for a festival, but that's about it. My best wishes for the next generation, it was a pleasure, mostly because I met a wonderful girl, who I won't see for the next 3 months! What to do? Just accept and look forward to the next time.
I'll start planning my flight already :)
Tonight hopefully I'll get to meet the YWC group. As expected Katya doesn't want me to go and interfere with their training. Not to my surprise, because I figured AoL is nothing different than any other - commercial or charitable - organization. Basically they want you to fit into a certain pattern, and if you don't do that you're not considered valuable. To be with the organization your whole personality should be about the organization. Needless to say, that's not my cup of tea.
So I hope I'll see the gang tonight, cause I'm quite curious. But I'm not gonna stay here any longer than necessary. I think when I get home I'm gonna take a break from AoL for a while. I like the work but I don't like the organization. The work is the only reason why I did it anyway. I would like to keep teaching though, but I think I'm gonna start creating my own thing. I'll first get some more experience, more knowledge, assist some more AoL courses and the like.
I've been thinking about a way to make money for myself, without having some stupid people telling me what to do, and getting paid in cash. Setting up my own workshops would be an ideal solution. It will give me the opportunity to develop my skills the way I want to, do work I really like to do, and make a good living out of it. I can start by charging little, getting popularity that way, and then raise prices slightly. I definitely want to work with young people, so it'll be something similar to Yes+.
Anyway, it's something for in the future, because I really want to be able to offer something incredible to my participants. It's not like I'm doing it for the money, but I do need to get paid one way or another. Like, if I didn't have to make any money, I would still want to do something like this. At least it will be without the guru, instead, I will make guru's out of them! Just to say, real empowerment lies in believing in yourelf, not some guru. I don't mean any disrespect towards dear Sri Sri; I think he's a really nice and amazing guy. It's just that people get so caught up with this whole guru thing they completely lose perspective of their own capabilities. Like if he would die tomorrow, how many people would feel utterly hopeless and powerless?
I don't believe that this is something he would want to happen. I don't believe that he wants people to surrender their powers to him, but people do just do it themselves. This is what the government does to people by creating a so called Problem-Reaction-Solution construct. They create a problem, let the people panic (a reaction is not the same as a response, but a programmed behaviour), then provide a solution, which the people will gladly embrace. Patriot Act anyone?
Anyway, my YWC encore ends here. In June I will go to Dresden for a festival, but that's about it. My best wishes for the next generation, it was a pleasure, mostly because I met a wonderful girl, who I won't see for the next 3 months! What to do? Just accept and look forward to the next time.
I'll start planning my flight already :)
Monday, 15 March 2010
Death & Taxes
You ever heard of Eugenics? It's the science evolved around the belief of ubermensch, as the Nazi's would call it. Eugenics was in fact not founded in Nazi Germany, but in the US quite a few decades before that. It was Darwin's survival of the fittest that was pushed into the scientific paradigm by people who wanted to create a superior race. Actually, evolution is just a myth; it's nothing more than our collective consciousness changing the input/output between DNA and RNA. I suppose it just depends from what level of awareness you're decoding reality.
Anyway, Hitler explicitly said in his book that he was inspired by American Eugenicists who wrote about creating this ubermensch and which people were unfit. Belief it or not, but as a matter of fact a lot of American women in the early 1900's got sterilized because the government took from them the right to reproduce because of 'bad genes' in the family. Hitler took more drastic methods for his cleansing of humanity, but in the end it's coming from the same principle. And if you think Hitler was a bad guy, well, think of the people who actually created him for that purpose.
Hitler was definitely a creation, and thus was the second world war, as was the first one as well. There was no reason at all to fight a first world war. I never really understood the reasons my history books gave me in school, and indeed it was bullshit. The whole point of the first world war was a step in the direction for one world government, spawning the League of Nations. However, this institute wasn't too popular with many nations, since they saw it as a threat to their sovereignity. Then the schemers figured another world war would do the job, and so it did, proudly presenting the United Nations. History in a nutshell, the plan is simple; you don't have to read all those books to figure out why Hitler rose to power, and why world war I was fought in the first place. More likely you'll just get put on the wrong track, intentionally, because I never read the truth in my school books.
So to get back to Eugenics: As you know Nazi Germany put great importance in Eugenics research; there were thousands of researchers, including guys who experimented on people and killed thousands in the process, who were all cleared of any trial after the war, and were brought to the US or other allied countries. For what purpose? Well, to continue their research! You have to understand that Eugenics is a very important study for the elite, and still is nowadays. It is an important part of their New World Order agenda; creating an elite that is actually biologically different from the normal people, by enhancing themselves and making us dumb and stupid.
How they make us dumb and stupid? Just watch some tv and you'll figure it out soon enough. But also think of all the pharmaceuticals that doctors (supposedly there for your health) prescribe you. Don't blame the doctors though, they don't know any better than you do; they just follow what they learned in school: Bullshit. These medicine are not there to cure you! They exist for 2 reasons: Lowering consciousness, and making money off of you. As a bonus they'll give you side effects too so you can buy more medicine to deal with that. Health in fact doesn't cost you anything. It's all nutrition and lifestyle, NOTHING else.
Eugenics nowadays is not so popular a term, so it's disguised in social biology, amongst other terms, one of them being enviromentalism. Enviromentalism, now that sounds interesting, what's that got to do with Eugenics? First off the fact that under the banner of enviromentalism, we should have less children, because it would be bad for the world. Less children? Who are you to tell me whether I should have kids or not? As a matter of fact our population (of western countries that is) is going down rapidly. Look at what's happening in China; population control. In the US they have an institution for this, called Planned Parenthood. It serves exactly the same purpose. China is just an experiment to the elite, and that's what's in store for us in the future. You wanna live in a world, where you can't have kids without official approval?
Also, enviromentalism is the cause of something called carbon tax. They actually want to charge of for that! Convenient to force people to use those sources of energy, and at the same time make them feel bad about it and taxing them. Global warming has got nothing to do with any of that; it's just the sun that's heating up. Al Gore's inconvenient truth is just another card in the poker game that's been played for centuries. So don't worry about the ice caps melting, cause there's nothing you can do about it. Enviromentalism isn't there for the enviroment, so don't feel bad about not complying with their rules.
Same counts for taxes; they're not there to pay for roads and schools, but to pay the debt to the banksters, which is used to fund the murder of millions of people. Number one cause of death in the wold is the government, killing over 150 million people in the last century. And then I'm not even counting in man made diseases like AIDS. 150 million just by execution. Governments are not there to serve you; they're there to serve themselves, so don't feel bad bout not paying your taxes.
I certainly won't.
Anyway, Hitler explicitly said in his book that he was inspired by American Eugenicists who wrote about creating this ubermensch and which people were unfit. Belief it or not, but as a matter of fact a lot of American women in the early 1900's got sterilized because the government took from them the right to reproduce because of 'bad genes' in the family. Hitler took more drastic methods for his cleansing of humanity, but in the end it's coming from the same principle. And if you think Hitler was a bad guy, well, think of the people who actually created him for that purpose.
Hitler was definitely a creation, and thus was the second world war, as was the first one as well. There was no reason at all to fight a first world war. I never really understood the reasons my history books gave me in school, and indeed it was bullshit. The whole point of the first world war was a step in the direction for one world government, spawning the League of Nations. However, this institute wasn't too popular with many nations, since they saw it as a threat to their sovereignity. Then the schemers figured another world war would do the job, and so it did, proudly presenting the United Nations. History in a nutshell, the plan is simple; you don't have to read all those books to figure out why Hitler rose to power, and why world war I was fought in the first place. More likely you'll just get put on the wrong track, intentionally, because I never read the truth in my school books.
So to get back to Eugenics: As you know Nazi Germany put great importance in Eugenics research; there were thousands of researchers, including guys who experimented on people and killed thousands in the process, who were all cleared of any trial after the war, and were brought to the US or other allied countries. For what purpose? Well, to continue their research! You have to understand that Eugenics is a very important study for the elite, and still is nowadays. It is an important part of their New World Order agenda; creating an elite that is actually biologically different from the normal people, by enhancing themselves and making us dumb and stupid.
How they make us dumb and stupid? Just watch some tv and you'll figure it out soon enough. But also think of all the pharmaceuticals that doctors (supposedly there for your health) prescribe you. Don't blame the doctors though, they don't know any better than you do; they just follow what they learned in school: Bullshit. These medicine are not there to cure you! They exist for 2 reasons: Lowering consciousness, and making money off of you. As a bonus they'll give you side effects too so you can buy more medicine to deal with that. Health in fact doesn't cost you anything. It's all nutrition and lifestyle, NOTHING else.
Eugenics nowadays is not so popular a term, so it's disguised in social biology, amongst other terms, one of them being enviromentalism. Enviromentalism, now that sounds interesting, what's that got to do with Eugenics? First off the fact that under the banner of enviromentalism, we should have less children, because it would be bad for the world. Less children? Who are you to tell me whether I should have kids or not? As a matter of fact our population (of western countries that is) is going down rapidly. Look at what's happening in China; population control. In the US they have an institution for this, called Planned Parenthood. It serves exactly the same purpose. China is just an experiment to the elite, and that's what's in store for us in the future. You wanna live in a world, where you can't have kids without official approval?
Also, enviromentalism is the cause of something called carbon tax. They actually want to charge of for that! Convenient to force people to use those sources of energy, and at the same time make them feel bad about it and taxing them. Global warming has got nothing to do with any of that; it's just the sun that's heating up. Al Gore's inconvenient truth is just another card in the poker game that's been played for centuries. So don't worry about the ice caps melting, cause there's nothing you can do about it. Enviromentalism isn't there for the enviroment, so don't feel bad about not complying with their rules.
Same counts for taxes; they're not there to pay for roads and schools, but to pay the debt to the banksters, which is used to fund the murder of millions of people. Number one cause of death in the wold is the government, killing over 150 million people in the last century. And then I'm not even counting in man made diseases like AIDS. 150 million just by execution. Governments are not there to serve you; they're there to serve themselves, so don't feel bad bout not paying your taxes.
I certainly won't.
Friday, 12 March 2010
Vive La Resistance!
Did you know that every coin you own is indebted to a cartel of bankers who use it to enslave you to labour through loans? Did you know that these same people decide what you see on tv, what you can buy in the supermarket, and who you can vote for? Did you know that these guys are also at the root of each and every armed conflict, predating the first world war? Did you know that the war in Afghanistan is about opium fields and oil pipelines? Did you know that US intelligence was well aware of Pearl Harbor way before it happened, that Roosevelt actually did everything in his power to provoke this attack, because he wanted support from the people to go to war? Did you know that the ancestor of George W. was actually in charge of camp Auschwitz, and that free Jewish slave labour helped him create his family fortune?
I could go on for some time, but in the end the most important question is whether you knew that the world's military, financial, and media powers are all under control of a handful of people. That they are the reason for the suffering of billions of people from every part of the world. So who are those people? Well let's start with the top of the pyramid: Queen Elizabeth II, Queen regnant of the Commonwealth Realms. Commonwealth Realms, what does that mean? Well, it involves the UK, Canada, Australia, and New Zealand, but what wikipedia doesn't tell you it also involves the US. This seemingly ceremonial figure is not powerless at all; in fact, she has more formal power than anyone else on the planet, and enjoys her political immunity.
Her right hand: Evelyn Rothschild. This guy owns practically half the world through Central Banks and multinational corporations. All financial roads lead to him and his family, if you follow the trace far enough back. Him and his group of banksters are always the ones who profit in the end, because they own both sides of any conflict. And that's why they like to provoke wars; because they're the ones who will profit from it, and the only ones at that. The war in Iraq is costing America so much money, but who is checking in that debt? Who is paying for that? The people, with money and blood, on both sides.
So who are "our boys" fighting out there? They're fighting their own brothers and sisters, that's why veterans are so fucked up beyond recognition. They're young uneducated boys who think they'll do something good to the world by going to war. The same counts for the so called "terrorists" on the other side. It's a chess game, in which there's a third party that likes to see both sides lose, by letting them fight each other. I must say that they did quite a good job at deceiving the masses while their plan for one world government unfolds. There is nothing good to be said about one world government; it will be total enslavement of people.
Contrary to what many people believe, we are not powerless at all. It's just the system that wants to make you believe that you're powerless. Because for a revolution to happen, not a shot has to fired, no sword has to be drawn. All it takes is for people to realize the truth, and they'll just stop obeying the bullshit laws and rules that we've been told to live by. In fact, all the power that this small group of people have, is only by us, who empower them by supporting the system. This system is a conglomerate of programs and institutions that exist only to keep us from finding the truth about who we really are.
We were all born into slavery, but it doesn't have to be that way. You have the power to decide to be free, right now. Don't let the program run you, but run the program instead. Vive la resistance!
I could go on for some time, but in the end the most important question is whether you knew that the world's military, financial, and media powers are all under control of a handful of people. That they are the reason for the suffering of billions of people from every part of the world. So who are those people? Well let's start with the top of the pyramid: Queen Elizabeth II, Queen regnant of the Commonwealth Realms. Commonwealth Realms, what does that mean? Well, it involves the UK, Canada, Australia, and New Zealand, but what wikipedia doesn't tell you it also involves the US. This seemingly ceremonial figure is not powerless at all; in fact, she has more formal power than anyone else on the planet, and enjoys her political immunity.
Her right hand: Evelyn Rothschild. This guy owns practically half the world through Central Banks and multinational corporations. All financial roads lead to him and his family, if you follow the trace far enough back. Him and his group of banksters are always the ones who profit in the end, because they own both sides of any conflict. And that's why they like to provoke wars; because they're the ones who will profit from it, and the only ones at that. The war in Iraq is costing America so much money, but who is checking in that debt? Who is paying for that? The people, with money and blood, on both sides.
So who are "our boys" fighting out there? They're fighting their own brothers and sisters, that's why veterans are so fucked up beyond recognition. They're young uneducated boys who think they'll do something good to the world by going to war. The same counts for the so called "terrorists" on the other side. It's a chess game, in which there's a third party that likes to see both sides lose, by letting them fight each other. I must say that they did quite a good job at deceiving the masses while their plan for one world government unfolds. There is nothing good to be said about one world government; it will be total enslavement of people.
Contrary to what many people believe, we are not powerless at all. It's just the system that wants to make you believe that you're powerless. Because for a revolution to happen, not a shot has to fired, no sword has to be drawn. All it takes is for people to realize the truth, and they'll just stop obeying the bullshit laws and rules that we've been told to live by. In fact, all the power that this small group of people have, is only by us, who empower them by supporting the system. This system is a conglomerate of programs and institutions that exist only to keep us from finding the truth about who we really are.
We were all born into slavery, but it doesn't have to be that way. You have the power to decide to be free, right now. Don't let the program run you, but run the program instead. Vive la resistance!
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Pizza Paradise
It's been a while; I've been on a trip with Iva through Italy, and ate a lot of pizza! We were quite lucky with the weather. It wasn't particulary hot, but way warmer than it is right now! Now I'm back in Zagreb again, our trip took about a week. Not very long, but many impressions. We've been to Venice, Florence, Pisa, and on the way back made a stop in Ljubljana where I finally met Jana and her boyfriend!
So let's start with Venice. Really, amazing city if I say so myself. Reminds me slightly of Amsterdam, but it's smaller and cuter. It's impossible not to get lost on your first day, but since it's so small, you'll eventually find the way back. Venice is divided by one big Canal, and in between the little islands there's a lot of water and mostly very small streets and bridges. Quite an expensive city though, and very touristic if you come to visit in summer. We stayed at a nice hostel for 2 nights, and saw quite a bit of the city. Also there's a lot of masks! There's no other place in Italy that offers masks like they make them in Venice; simply great craftmanship.
After Venice we went to Florence, also a very touristic city if you visit it in summer. We were there not even a week ago, and the lines to the museums were already big. Not that I care that much about musea, but Iva does. There's many different old buildings in Florence that really add to its character, but the atmosphere is nothing special. I definitely wouldn't want to live there! I think I would prefer Rome, but I'll go there sometime when it's more sunny, and have more money! On the second day in Florence we took a train to Pisa and visited the square with the famous tower and stuff. Looks very nice!
I must say though, that my opinion on religion kind of ruins the experience of seeing these big creations of faith. On one side I see a beautiful building, on another side I can't help but think: "What a waste of time, financed by money stolen from the people". But I suppose this is true for most sights in the world. You take a look at most world wonders they appear magnificent, but most of them are build by slaves, in times of empires that are responsible for the death and slaughter of millions of people.
Even thought the worth of these buildings diminish with this in the background, I do think it's important to realize the raw truth behind the illusionary beauty of what we see. This definitely counts for me, because if I don't, I'll just get swallowed up by my senses, which is senseless. But in the end, I'm happy that I've had a chance to see this stuff, but more importantly for me is that I had a nice trip together with Iva.
On the way back to Zagreb we stopped at Ljubljana and slept over at Jana's place. I remember I was in the bus, and suddenly I saw this girl waiting at the next stop. We got closer and I was like "omg it's her!". It was very nice to finally meet her, and it didn't feel strange at all actually. Also I met her boyfriend, who's a really nice guy. We talked about all sorts of stuff, and the next day me and Iva went to see some of the city. LJ is small, but very cute. It's quite old and has some nice architecture, and a good atmosphere.
Now I'm back in Zagreb; it's freezing and I'm a bit ill, so there's no way I'm leaving the house! All in all, Italy is definitely worth seeing, but if you're looking for the best pizza you should check Napels; I heard from many people that's where the real Pizza Paradise is at!
So let's start with Venice. Really, amazing city if I say so myself. Reminds me slightly of Amsterdam, but it's smaller and cuter. It's impossible not to get lost on your first day, but since it's so small, you'll eventually find the way back. Venice is divided by one big Canal, and in between the little islands there's a lot of water and mostly very small streets and bridges. Quite an expensive city though, and very touristic if you come to visit in summer. We stayed at a nice hostel for 2 nights, and saw quite a bit of the city. Also there's a lot of masks! There's no other place in Italy that offers masks like they make them in Venice; simply great craftmanship.
After Venice we went to Florence, also a very touristic city if you visit it in summer. We were there not even a week ago, and the lines to the museums were already big. Not that I care that much about musea, but Iva does. There's many different old buildings in Florence that really add to its character, but the atmosphere is nothing special. I definitely wouldn't want to live there! I think I would prefer Rome, but I'll go there sometime when it's more sunny, and have more money! On the second day in Florence we took a train to Pisa and visited the square with the famous tower and stuff. Looks very nice!
I must say though, that my opinion on religion kind of ruins the experience of seeing these big creations of faith. On one side I see a beautiful building, on another side I can't help but think: "What a waste of time, financed by money stolen from the people". But I suppose this is true for most sights in the world. You take a look at most world wonders they appear magnificent, but most of them are build by slaves, in times of empires that are responsible for the death and slaughter of millions of people.
Even thought the worth of these buildings diminish with this in the background, I do think it's important to realize the raw truth behind the illusionary beauty of what we see. This definitely counts for me, because if I don't, I'll just get swallowed up by my senses, which is senseless. But in the end, I'm happy that I've had a chance to see this stuff, but more importantly for me is that I had a nice trip together with Iva.
On the way back to Zagreb we stopped at Ljubljana and slept over at Jana's place. I remember I was in the bus, and suddenly I saw this girl waiting at the next stop. We got closer and I was like "omg it's her!". It was very nice to finally meet her, and it didn't feel strange at all actually. Also I met her boyfriend, who's a really nice guy. We talked about all sorts of stuff, and the next day me and Iva went to see some of the city. LJ is small, but very cute. It's quite old and has some nice architecture, and a good atmosphere.
Now I'm back in Zagreb; it's freezing and I'm a bit ill, so there's no way I'm leaving the house! All in all, Italy is definitely worth seeing, but if you're looking for the best pizza you should check Napels; I heard from many people that's where the real Pizza Paradise is at!
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