Money Over Bullshit

One day I want to be rich, better sooner than later. People always tell you the same thing; money doesn't make you happy. That may well be, but poverty definitely doesn't make you happy! I don't want to live the life of a monk, else it would be true that you don't need money for happiness. In order to be happy you must have a certain kind of freedom. Freedom as in, having your own place to stay and your own food to eat. These are the basic needs that you should be able to provide to yourself.

After that the biggest desire is sexuality, which doesn't necessarily mean a steady relationship, but just to have sex basically. On a side note, if you look at this analysis, you'll begin to see a pattern in the same order of our chakra system. The bottom chakra is the very basic interest of life, after that is sexuality. Of course as we climb higher and higher on our ladder of desires, assuming we don't get stuck somewhere along the way (see, how pornography leaves most people desperately on the second level of sex), we'll finally begin looking for true love, and ultimately bliss.

However, coming back to the issue of money, it is absolutely necessary to be able to take care of yourself, especially as a man. Because eventually, you'll want to take care of others too, especially your family. Money is important as long as you don't have it, that's why it's important to me. Quite a paradox, but most things in life are. It's like the first stage of a video game; you gotta beat the money level, only then it starts to get hard. Well I'm already having a hard time now, or at least, I have to work hard to earn my money.

Making money for most people is an easy and simple thing. It is the more higher purposes in life that they do not understand, which are in effect, a cause of their misery. With me it's the other way around; I'm starting to understand from a relative young age the important things in life, because I didn't have to concern myself with money since my parents were doing quite well for themselves. On one side that's terrific, on another side it left me with unlearned lessons that most people knew by the age of 16. I call it good karma.

But let's get back to money, because yesterday in the train I was thinking about this situation that happened when I was clubbing in Zagreb. I was out with my girlfriend's brother and a few of his friends. Also a guy nicknamed Badboy, who's a veteran in the art of pickup. So naturally we were all talking about women and how to seduce them, when I said: "You should just get rich, then they'll come running after you". Apparently this wasn't a very proper thing to say, because it would be without love or something like that.

But what is love? Does seducing a woman have anything to do with love? You're just tricking her mind, making her believe she likes you. And of course, most women will adamantly persist in saying they really do like those guys, but it's still not love. In fact, it's just chemicals released in the brain, something we refer to as infatuation. See the dictionary:

–verb (used with object)

1.

to inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love.

2.

to affect with folly; make foolish or fatuous.

Can't be much deeper than a shallow feeling, and that's exactly what it is. Pickup girls is a game of seduction, not of love. So with that in mind, what does it matter whether girls chase you for your game, or for your wallet? Both are superficial, and by extension, meaningless. Love is something to be cultivated after you attract a woman. Which also means, that also the so called gold diggers, might be attracted at first by the riches, but eventually really come to love their husband. Of course this all depends on both individuals, because cultivating love takes some serious self maintenance.

I would look at attraction like a sweet and juicy fruit. Once that fruit is gone, all that's left is the seed. This seed is the seed of love, and you have to make sure you plant it in a good enviroment. What is a good enviroment? An enviroment in which both people know themselves, because ignorant people always project their problems on one another; it's like planting the seed and then complaining why it isn't growing. It is impossible to have a loving relationship when you're both stuck on your own issues. Clearing those up, is like fertilizing the soil in which the seed must grow.

After that it's up to nature to do its job. You don't need to put any effort for the seed to grow, for it is the very essence of the seed to grow, as long as it has the space to grow. Much in the same way we are essentially love, as long as we give ourselves the space to be that love. This is how love is cultivated, and that is what it really is all about.

Game is for guys who don't have a lot of money, money is for guys who don't have game.
I have no game, and I have no money, but I have everything else. Though it will only be worth something once I have the money, so until then I'd say: Money over bullshit.

Ground Zero

It's been 9 years since the demolition of the Twin Towers. After 9/11 the skyline of Manhattan would never be the same again. The news is full of bullshit concerning 9/11: Some fascist Dutch politician who's going to talk at Ground Zero about how the Islam is a fascist movement that should be purged from our pure hearted heavenly society. Then we have another idiot who said he was going to burn the Quran just to get some attention, and of course a Mosque (which is not a Mosque but just a community center) which, according to the media, would be built on ground zero, which is simply not true.

Yesterday I read an article about that conspiracy theories are still alive since 9/11, no matter how hard the US government tries to prove the opposite. Actually, I can't believe that there's actually people out there who buy the official version of 9/11; the report is full of lies. No matter how sceptic you are, there are simple facts that are just not in accordance with the official version. From that point, I would say: Find one lie, and the whole report should be questioned thoroughly.

I tell this to people, but they just don't WANT to believe that the American government could be behind the attack on the WTC. They see I'll believe it when I see it, but it's the other way around. They don't want to believe it, so they don't see it. If conspiracy theories are still so alive, and actually are becoming more and more popular, don't you think it's at the very least worth investigating thoroughly? Where there's smoke there's fire.

I'm going into the exact details of 9/11, because you can find it on many websites and documentaries. Of course there's a lot of bullshit on the internet, but there's also people who do proper research, and take the responsibility to bring the truth to the people. To give you a start, I'll share a few of the sites that I visit:

-> www.vigilantcitizen.com
-> www.davidicke.com
-> www.infowars.com
-> www.prisonplanet.com

Documentaries you could look for:

-> Zeitgeist
-> Endgame - Blueprint for Global Enslavement
-> Loose Change

There's countless sources of information out there, you just gotta open your eyes, and be ready to let go of the beliefs that are not your own, but got put in your mind by the media who are not independent, but owned by the same people who profit from events like 9/11. Think about that.

Dumbing Down Society

When I thought television couldn't get worse, I was faced with the most dreadful program I have ever come across in my life. Fortunately I don't watch a lot of television, and if I turn it on I exclusively tune in to our state channels. But today it was on this state channel, a kind of talk show, that I got confronted with humanity's worst, if I can call it humanity at all. Rubbish like that should be forbidden, and the people who take part in those shows should be locked up and educated until they get rid of that retarded look on their faces. Their parents should be put to prison for failing miserably, and they themselves should be sterilized so they can't spoil the world with their offspring that is a blatant insult to the human race.

I just had to get that off my chest. You're welcome; it is my pleasure. However after the initial reaction of loathing, it is important to realize that it is no coincidence that these programs are polluting the minds of the viewers. Mind you the reason why these people got to be on the talkshow in the first place was because this show managed to get over 1 million viewers on the first airing. I couldn't believe what I heard. A million people watch this? Like, they don't feel in the least emberassed? As in, someone enters the room, and you're like "Oh...eh, I was just randomly browsing...yea...this is so stupid, let's change the channel".

No my friend, one million people watched this. The scene would've looked more like "Hey what's that you're watching? Oh cool!". This is part of the conspiracy of dumbing down the society. This is done on many different levels, but I would say most important influences would be food, education, and the media. Most, if not all, synthetic foods are bad for you, containing chemicals that attack braincells or the pineal gland, amongst other things. Then you have education, which is actually not education, but mental poison. And of course the media, which is the biggest poison of all.

For whoever is still wondering what this show was actually about: It's about 8 mentally incapable kids who go on a party rampage, intoxicating themselves and disgracing their sexuality. I still can't get my head around the fact that over a million people watch this. Over a million people also voted PVV (the fascist anti islam party); I see a relationship between these numbers. People are dumb and numb, utterly stupid and delerious. Of course there will be a one world government, people like those don't have the right to be free because they take no responsibility for their lives whatsoever. It is those who are intelligent who have the power to take the right to rule over others, and with justice; how can these pigs take care of themselves anyway?

Of course, there are two sides to the story. Because on the other hand it is a fact that all this brainwashing is created by those same people to make people dumb and obedient, so they can rule them. It is definitely not the people who are the cause of the TV shows, but more likely the other way around. With this in mind it becomes clear that it is not us who want to see these shows, but it is them who want us to see these shows, so that we are distracted from the things that really matter.

In the end it's all business and politics. Especially in the West these things incorporate each other quite conveniently. Conveniently from a corporate perspective, because there is no such thing as a strong government in the West; it's all financial power. It is not the people who are represented by our democratic institutions, but rather the corporate elite. In order to end corruption, we need to get rid of central banks, and if possible, get rid of money all together. Nothing in this world is made out of money; it's a question of resources, and how to allocate them in the most efficient way.

This is essentially the Venus Project. I would strongly recommend you to google it, if you want to share in a global vision that would elevate our society far above the stage where we are right now. Of course, in order to solve the problems and inevitable complications that are the offspring of our way of living, it is absolutely necessary to raise our consciousness to the point where we can start to understand the consequences of our actions, and not merely on an intellectual level. This is a process that has been going on for thousands of years. If you think that until 200 years ago, human history was just a random script, you are in a deep sleep my friend.

To conclude, I don't think politics is inherently a bad thing, but it is when it's combined with business. If we can get rid of business, then only politics is left. Politics in itself is the highest tier of human activity within a society; it is a pure hearted, selfless occupation that should be reserved for the wisest and most responsible. If you try to compare that definition to politics as we know it, then you'll begin to understand the evil that money brings forth.

It's all poison.

Feminism

I'm not a big fan of -isms, but one of the worst isms out there has to be feminism. Women should be women, and not pretend to be men. This is also why I think the name feminism is ironically misplaced, like christianity of today has got nothing to do with the teachings of Jezus. Not that it did in the past; christianity is one of the main religions that was very soon to be corrupted by people who wanted to use it as a vessel to strengthen their power structure.

Why is it, that one of the biggest christian communities exist in North America, where racism is abundant, and people have little to no tolerance towards ideas and beliefs that are not in accordance with theirs? It is easy to bear love and compassion to those close to you, but even that is not real love and compassion, because it is conditional. The moment those persons close to you do something which is not in accordance with the picture you painted of them, the love and compassion is gone.

Jezus is not to be worshipped; he was just a vessel of the qualities he inbibed, which ought to be respected. It's not about the man, it's about his qualities. He who said to God as he got nailed to the cross and stabbed to death "Father forgive them, for they do not know what they're doing" was an example of love and compassion. That ideology was soon to be perverted. I mean, who started the crusades, and for what reason? It's all business and politics.

The one person who was actually living in accordance with the qualities of Christ, was blamed of horrible crimes, which are in fact committed by those who pretend to be living in accordance with the Bible. I'm talking of course, about Michael Jackson. He was our black Jezus, and it's guys like the pope who should be nailed to the cross, symbolically, else I wouldn't be very credible after what I just wrote.

But let's not get side tracked too much; this is about feminism. Feminism has got nothing to do with feminine qualities. It's simply women trying to be men, which is quite unattractive. Some girls say "I would rather be a guy, cause it's a man's world", but they just fail to see what makes women so beautiful. Cause the fact is, there would be no man's world without women. The real reason why it appears to be a man's world is because men have ego, much more than women at any rate, and women feel we should be kept in that harmless fantasy.

One of the Hindu deities, Shiva, a very powerful character, had a wife who was even more powerful than him. But she never told him, because she respected his ego. Men need ego in order to function; to live with values, to get things done. Of course ego can be as much a weakness as it can be strength. It is miserable men who's egos are a source of weakness without strength, macho men who's egos are a source of strength and weakness, and it's the wise men who's egos are a source of strength without weakness.

A few days ago I was listening to this audio book of a guy named Badboy, a pickup artist. Very interesting stuff, although I didn't agree with everything. For example, he said that men are the stronger sex, and therefore need to give women their sense of security. Now I understand why this appears to be the case. After all, our society does it's best to make women feel insecure, to put them in a position where nothing is ever right. They are almost forced into sexuality at young age, because of brainwashing in TV and the internet, and at the same time are constantly judged for what they do.

Rappers talk about 'ho's' and 'bitches' like they're just expendable assets. The pornography found on television, in music videos, on the internet, in magazines, all add to that belief. It's all bullshit. You wanna know what is one major cause of our sick society? It's the complete delerious idea of sexuality that we have nowadays. The complete absence of appreciation for women.

When you take that into account, it makes sense in a way that there's such a thing as feminism; women think "they don't like women, so let's just be men then". So I understand the struggle ladies, nothing but compassion for you. However, being independent is not the same as pretending to be a man, or being hard to get. Why do girls act hard to get? Because they don't want to be judged for being easy.

But shouldn't it be easy? We are fooling ourselves. It is easy. All it takes is consciousness. I remember I saw this movie sometime ago, Pride and Prejudice (the latest version or so), I loved it, and I could've fallen in love with that woman. She was so feminine, and at the same time so independent. Of course she was pretty, but it was her character that did it for me. Not hard to get, but standing for what she believes in, and most importantly, not let fear guide your actions.

You see, playing hard to get is just insecurity, it's fear for the judgment of others. That doesn't mean you should get it on with every guy who approaches you, but it does mean there's no need to give the guy you want a hard time. I was thinking today of the perfect romance. Imagine you go to the club, see this girl, and the moment your eyes make contact you know, you both know. You can see she's sensitive and aware, you walk up to her, and without saying a word, you kiss.

If I would rate intimacy in different stages, I would say that the highest levels of intimacy are the kind where speaking is unnecessary. How beautiful it would be to have this kind of intimacy on first eye contact, to have this open mind, clarity, sensitivity and awareness is in itself a reason to think you found the perfect partner, so why not just kiss right away? Afterwards you would take her home, make love, lay in each other's arms; all without saying a word.

I couldn't picture a more romantic night. So women: Don't be afraid to be a woman, be happy about it, you're deeply appreciated.

Brain Ninjas

The worst position you can be in: The Jealous Boyfriend.

You don't wanna be, you always said to yourself "anything but that". But let me tell you homie, cuz it's like smiling; it aint hard to smile when you're happy, but can you still do it when you're sad? Same goes for jealousy.

It is one of the worst feelings imaginable. I'm feeling like this right now, and the cause is irrelevant, because one could get jealous about anything as long as one is miserable. I'm sure many of you have felt this some time or another in your life, and it was never pretty. Jealousy easily degrades your state rapidly, making you feel from bad to worse.

So what to do in this situation? The initial urge is to let the feeling take you over, and do things that you regret not much later. If you can, abstain from this, and if you can't, try to keep the damage under control. You'd be surprised to know how easily you can fuck things up in a short amount of time. You feel the rage, coming up like the steam. You try to keep your mouth closed but then it'll just come out your eyes and ears; you can't just stop steam.

Yet, if you start swearing, you'll just turn up the heat, and the steam will get even worse. How to cool down? First off, don't surpress your feelings; they're there, be honest about it. Observe it, don't act on it, and if you can't keep it to yourself, then find a way to express it in a positive way. Like, write down how you feel, and make a joke about it. Laughter is the cure for anything.

Steven, why are you so upset about nothing? Everything is impermanent. Your life, your relationship, and your feelings towards that relationship. Who cares about something that is a fraction of your relationship, a fraction of your life? Besides, life is too short to be jealous. And that's it, there's never a reason to be jealous. You live your life, I live mine. We choose to share our lives with people we care about. It's not a right, but a privilege, so respect it as such.

You have your own terms, find someone who values the same things. Anything else is just bound to cause problems one way or another. Relationships aren't about love, but about living together in harmony. Anyone can love you, and you can love anyone.

So what now? Well, all that's left of my rage is a smoldering pile of ashes now, although I should be very careful not to throw wood on it now! Before you know it I'm enraged again. But it's ok; I'll see myself through it. These things aint worth ruining my mood.

And that's the lesson for today kids: Don't ever let jealousy get to you. And don't think that trying to make someone else jealous will make you any less jealous! You'll just be fooling yourself. Next to that, which muppet would want to make someone else jealous? That's like the pinnacle of insecurity; to see if people really do give a damn.

And honestly, I do give a damn, but not about your insecurities.