Talking Talking Talking Talk

...Baby let's just knock it off.

What? Oh just a random line from Heartless by Kanye West. He's not really emphasizing the point that I'm trying to make, cause it's this broken love song as I call it.

No I'm talking about talking in general, to girls.

I've learned more about women in 2 weeks than I did in the rest of my entire life. Most importantly, I learned that talking is often a waste of time and it's only gonna make you crash and burn. You see, talking is nice to make jokes and build some shallow rapport, but other than that it's really not gonna get you anywhere.

Ofcourse some guys will argue that you got close to your friends by talking to them and hanging out and that's so true, but then that's what you'll be; her friend!

All of men know that we don't wanna be friends, we wanna be lovers. Man I could go on about this for a while, but right now I simply don't have the time to do it. 

Anyway, to share about the blessing course that started a few days ago. This is fun! We did the most funny process ever: sharing our sexual fantasies. I heard some weird shit, but it's alright, this process is just about sharing yourself and cleaning your mind by doing it.

But I myself had lots of fun while doing it, I was suprisingly one of the only people who actually used the word fuck. I don't understand, everyone was talking about connecting, but you can't connect if you don't fuck her first! 

Heh, I remember after the process we had to share how we experienced it. I stood up, said that one guy hadn't shared yet and pointed at Isaac. Then I said something along the lines of "he would like a nicely tanned monkey girl who brings him a banana to bed....and then fuck her brains out!" - that was so not appreciated!

I was cracking up though, self amusement to the max. Some people started laughing but quickly stopped when they realized that it was so unappropiate. But that's why it was so funny.

I know that August would've laughed his ass off next to me, it's a shame I can't share this kind of humor with people here anymore. 

On another note, I'll be performing in Baarlo, Holland on the 2nd of May, probably in the morning or afternoon. It'll be short, but it'll be worth it for sure!

So see you there, you know who you are!