Today I heard that I'll be leaving for Holland tomorrow morning, around 10 am.
Plans are changing all the time; first I was supposed to go to Amsterdam, then it was The Hague and now they want me to go to Roermond in the southeast.
I said to my dutch buddies that we'll just figure it out when we get there because it makes no sense to set our minds to stuff that is changing all the time.
Iva won't be going to The Hague, so tonight is our last night together for some time. It is okay, just for the fact that there's nothing we can do about it so there's no use in getting annoyed.
I have a strong feeling that us being together is not commonly accepted here, even though Kamlesh said it was fine and that it is not of their concern.
I sense that alot of people have difficulties seeing us together, sometimes they even approach me and tell me not to do these kind of things.
I myself see it like this: we are not responsible for how you feel. It is really not our fault that some people are offended or feel uncomfortable. It is what they see when they look at us, it probably brings up something from their past that they aren't contempt with. And then they project that onto us.
I tell you, all the 'normal people' around here have no issues with a bit of love going around, it is our nature and it should be supported instead of suppressed. I believe that some people actually joined the Art of Living because their love life is a failure and they think that spirituality can make up for that. I can say that this is an illusion. In fact, it only makes matters worse because spirituality is nothing more than coming back to your nature, and sex is part of our nature.
I see so many older people in here doing TTC and they're still far from where we're at. What have they been doing? What are they really looking for? What issues are they still stuck with?
Anyway, I realized that we have next to no control over our lives. We're just fish in a river that's flowing, and we can swim a little bit to get us in the right direction, but eventually we'll just have to go with the flow. You can't swim against the current, besides it'll only tire you out and make you frustrated and unhappy.
Always accept the flow of the universe. But at the same time, be aware of where you want to go; if you're just gonna go wherever life takes you then there will be no conscience in the path you're walking. It's like an unguided rocket that can land anywhere.
So even though we're small insignificant fish in this river, we can use this river (or the divine, however you want to call it) to get us to places beyond our wildest dreams and imaginations. Be grateful for this, be grateful that we're so small and that we can basically get a free ride anywhere we want to go. All it takes is a bit of awareness and some effort from our side.
That's all for today, see you guys soon. Hopefully this week, I'm still in the process of getting things to go my way, but I'll give all of you guys a call as soon as I enter the country.
Cheerio,
Socratez
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