What's the best way to move in life? From success to success. It's one of the learning points of the Yes+ course. It is because many people start something without ending it, and then start another thing; it's moving from failure to failure. The way to grow in life is to finish the things you started; moving from success to success. Of course, being an aspirant teacher it is of most importance to me that I live this knowledge. I should be a beacon of light.
This path is not an easy one; it's a path of taking responsibility for not only myself but also for others. Today I was faced with a really hard decision. As you know I was sick for a while, and the preparations for the course were not looking good. The last few days we've been working hard on getting people, but without result. Today this result was shown to us, and we realized there would be no course tomorrow.
So what to do? We decided to post phone the course to thursday the 12th of november. Since there are already some people interested, it would be good to keep the energy up and give it our best in the next 3 weeks to make it happen. Now while I was typing this, something amazing happened. But first, let me start at the beginning.
For a while, me and Iva have been planning our honeymoon; our little trip to Turkey. It was my wish to see her again around my birthday, and to be honest, the thought of seeing her again was going through my mind more than occasionally. I was really looking forward to seeing her; there's not a thing I wanted more. And then today I realize the course isn't happening. I realize if I leave, I would be leaving behind a failure, and would leave the organizing to Cezar alone for the coming 3 weeks. I can't do that, I have to stay.
So I wrote Iva a mail, telling her to cancel the flights that she's been booking. Then I went to Cezar and informed him of the new course dates and that I was going to stay. He was so happy! And then 5 minutes later, as I was writing this, he came in and told me how he was praying just before I came into his room, about how he was gonna make it all work out. And then I entered the room; I suppose God works in mysterious ways. He gave me his picture of Guruji and told me to keep it.
So 3 weeks from now, our course will start. We will make sure we have enough people, more than enough. And then I will be able to find my way to my beloved lady with a clear mind and a clean conscience. Moving from success to success.
Post phoning my trip to Zagreb was a decision that struck my heart, but it's important that we make decisions with our head. A good leader doesn't mix head with heart. After all, it's just a small sacrifice for the greater good. I mean what is 3 weeks of time really? I'll get over it. Already am.
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